Facebook - pSyChO!

And now as I open my account on facebook.
I clicked the chat box and tried to look.
I was very happy when I saw you were online.
Coz I have waited for you the whole time.


I tried my best to talk to talk to you,
But all of a sudden you've gone off line too.
So here I am now, writing on your wall.
Wondering what you'll do, if I ever fall.

I know your still thinking what to do,
But all I can say now is that I love you.
Please keep that in your heart and in your mind.
And don't forget it until the end of time.

But whatever the outcome is,
I'm happy to tell you this.
I'll never regret the things I've given too you.
Because deep in my heart, I know what I felt is true.

PIE 6 - pSyChO!

At times like this, when I’m bored in class.
It comes to my mind, that I’ve missed you so much.
Day dreaming, that your face will be touched.
Don’t worry my love, we don’t need to rush.

I love to look, at your sweetest smile.
It eases my pain, for a worthwhile.
I’m still waiting, for the end of this time.
I’ll pray to the gods, for you to be mine.

I suddenly stopped, as I am day dreaming.
I finally realized that the class was ending.
You prepared your things, and I saw you leaving.
At least I’ve been happy, I’ll just keep on waiting.

PIE 4 - pSyChO!

Another class has started today.
PIE 4, the last subject of this day.
But still I’m bored here, as I stay.
So I’ll write down, a poetic play.

After this class, where shall I go?
Maybe at SM, and watch a film show.
I deeply hope, I’ll see you there too.
Coz I’ll be happy, to sit next to you.

But then I wonder, if I’ll see your face.
A unique quality, from all human race.
I just want to tell you, how lovely you are.
In my darkest night, you’re my brightest star.

But as I’ve said, it’s just a dream.
A dream, to be with juveleen.
I hope with this, I made you smile.
And see that, glow in your eyes.

Shop - pSyChO!

Our first subject, has started late.
Boredom in class, it’s just my fate.
And after this, I might look for a date.
As I peek in your classroom, and tried to wait.

From now on, I’ll hate Fridays.
Coz I don’t have the chance to see your beautiful face.
And as I write, I wonder, where are you now?
I also hope, that I could give you this letter somehow.

If you’ve decided, that your studies are at stake.
Then forever I promise, I’m willing to wait.
I rushed on writing, as I see you outside.
A smile in my face, I cannot hide.

But then when I came out, you’re already gone.
I tried to look for you, and even asked someone.
I frowned when they told me, you’ve gone home.
I felt this sadness, as I was left alone.

With All My Heart - pSyChO!

I’ll write another poem, for you my love.
There’s something I wanna tell you, a problem I have.
Acting this way, I think I’m in love.
To be with you, my only wish to the stars above.

I have to confess, I was very unhappy.
When you’ve decided, not to be with me.
My heart can’t accept it, I became so lonely.
And so I wonder, having a love life, aren’t you still ready?

All I am asking for is just one chance.
A chance to share you, my last romance.
I promise I won’t hurt you, and treat you nice.
You’ll be safe from any harm, and useless lies.

I don’t want to cause you, a problem for this matter.
What I want, is for you to be filled with joy and laughter.
I hope you’ll write back soon, by sending a letter.
Saying, we’ll be together, and be happy forever.

So please think of it, even for a while.
But when you do, don’t forget to smile.
Never be afraid, I’m always on you side.
Until the day, I announce you as my bride.

Break Time - pSyChO!

After PIE 5, we have a one hour break.
So we rushed to school, after we ate.
I saw you sitting, an opportunity for me to take.
I sat next to you, coz I don’t want to be late.

But then I lost the courage to speak.
Your sweet smile makes me weak.
I tried to find, the perfect line.
My mind stopped, and I was out of rhyme.

I asked myself, what I liked about you.
This feeling I have, is something new.
As I close my eyes, I knew it’s true.
All of this love was meant for you.

But the time has come, for our next subject.
You left your handkerchief, as I have checked.
So I’ve picked it up, and handed it over.
I hope we’ll be together, sooner or later.

SS - pSyChO!

Another professor has bothered me.
Boredom in the whole class is what I see.
Some are happy, others feel uneasy.
But all I can think of is you and me.

Our teacher keeps on talking with the board.
A lot of noise and laughter I heard.
I checked the time, thirty minutes is left.
I’ll write this poem, acting like a deaf.

I’ve already given you a couple of letters.
But still I try, to find your answers.
You know I’m serious, from courting you.
If you’d just answer, “I love you too.”

I’ll give this to you, before the class ends.
I hope you’ll answer, and not just pretend.
Please, don’t be numb and feel my presence.
Coz if you won’t, my life will be forever in absence.

Seven A.M.

Before I sleep, I think of you.
And when I wake up, you’re in my mind too.
Preparing myself, for a life that’s new.
Looking at the skies, they seem so blue.

I walked my way as I traveled to school.
The wind in the air, I felt it’s cool.
Looking for your shadow, acting like a fool.
Stuck in my dreams, where my ideas rule.

I was an early bird, nobody’s home.
Still sleepy, missing my bed and its foam.
As time elapsed, still I am alone.
But then I woke up, seeing a face I’ve known.

The surroundings have changed, as you pass by.
Once again, I’m blinded with your smile.
But then you were holding, your classroom key.
From there I knew, It’s goodbye for me.

PIE 5 - pSyChO!

Something wonderful happened this afternoon.
Enjoying the moment, but ending so soon.
Looking at your eyes, I saw the full moon.
My heart sang along, following your tune.

Discussing your lesson, I listened very well.
Did you look at me, it’s hard to tell.
As I stared at you, my emotions fell.
Feeling so weird, it’s like heaven in hell.

I stopped on writing, to play an ice breaker.
They have chose, you and me as a partner.
I definitely knew, you’ll guess the answer.
I always give you this it’s a “love letter.”

I continue on writing, as I see you in front of me.
Inspiring as usual, by letting it be.
By giving you another poem, I feel so free.
Another smile in your face, I’m expecting to see.

Open Up - pSyChO!

Before I believed, love is just a game.
But after I played, I became madly insane.
I loved her before, for me it’s a shame.
And now I’ve moved on, all I know is your name.

I’ll share to you, a bitter experience.
Coz I am definitely sure, it affects my existence.
I was in love with a girl, who fooled me twice.
It’s stupid of me, not seeing her disguise.

I think I’ve said, almost enough.
Pleas don’t treat my poems, as a useless stuff.
It would be better, if I see you laugh.
Or maybe be shocked, and hear you cough.

But sometimes I see you, with no reaction.
And still, I don’t wanna jump into a conclusion.
I’m still waiting, for you final decision.
If I were you, I’ll follow your brother’s opinion.

Vacant - pSyChO!

I thought only I class, that I’ll get bored.

My mind is stuck, like King Arthur’s sword.
Still I’m searching, for the proper word.
I’ll do what I think is right, so guide me lord.

Somebody told me, you wish to be a nun.
There is someone who loves you, so please don’t run.
I’ll understand, if you’ll be a nun in the end.
But please, before you do it, let me be your boyfriend.

I’m not against you, if you want to serve god.
I have to accept it, even if I’ll be sad.
It will be selfish of me, if I’ll get mad.
I’ll miss you more, than I missed my dad.

But still I doubt, if what you said was true.
What ever the outcome is, I’m still loving you.
And so I wish that you’ll change your mind.
Another girl like you, I’ll never find.

Always - pSyChO!

After all this problems, that I bear in mind.
A time to write you a poem, I always find.
I still see you in my dreams, I can’t be blind.
I will never forget, you’re one of a kind.

Yesterday, I heard you say thanks.
My heart was cured, and safe from aches.
And then you smiled, and it’s not fake.
More of your time, I wish to take.

You said I have the chance, if I’ll just wait.
And so I thought, when will be the date?
But its okay, I’ll hold on to my faith.
I’ll give you more time, coz that’s appropriate.

But please answer me, as soon as possible.
Coz if you won’t, it will be unacceptable.
What you think, is still unreadable.
Don’t worry my dear, I will be lovable.

I’ll promise you this, you’ll never feel a single pain.
I’m always beside you, through sunshine or rain.
I won’t leave you, even if there’s a landslide from a mountain.
Your endless love, I hope I could gain.

Introduction - pSyChO!

Since I was a child, I always think deep.
Unsolved problems are answered in my sleep.
I remembered before, someone called me a psychotic.
Unforgotten in my mind, it has reached its own peak.

But to tell you the truth, I think I’m not crazy.
Even though I laugh very much, and pretend to be happy.
Still I am normal, there’s no need to worry.
Although my pen name, sounds a little bit freaky.

I love music and arts, painting and graffiti.
And so vandalism, it’s still an art form for me.
But in poetic writing, I’m still a newbie.
By doing these things, I want to be free.

So there you have it, a piece of my personality.
It would be nice, if you’ll also share one to me.
I would love to hear it, your childhood story.
So please write it down, for me to see.

Weekends - pSyChO!

Every now and then, I still hate weekends.
No classes, no allowance, no Juvee, and no friends.
Missing you, while being bored to death, it blends.
At least it’s Monday tomorrow, my suffering ends.

Every Saturday and Sunday, I have to do my chores.
Washing the clothes, cleaning my room, and watching our store.
While my mother is nagging, I’ll go and sweep the floor.
I don’t wanna hear her sermons, so I’ll just close the door.

A sign of being in love, I’m missing you badly.
Here in my room, writing you a poem so smoothly.
Tomorrow is a new day, we’ll see each other finally.
But I’m still waiting for your answer, so don’t be silly.

Please say yes, and I’ll try to be the best.
To protect you with my life, I’ll hold you close to my chest.
So make the right decision, I strongly suggest.
I’m always here, to love you among the rest.

Cutting - pSyChO!

Some of your classmates will not attend the last subject.
I’m not sure if you’re one of them, but I’m willing to object.
In able to see you, attending all of our class is what I select.
So please don’t cut classes, coz I completely reject.

I love you, I love you, I love you, those are the words I can’t tell you.
But still I mean it, I hope you realize that it is true.
Silence is what I feel, every time you pass through.
Guessing what you think, but I don’t have a clue.

So I’ll just write to you, until you’re ready to love me too.
But if I don’t have the chance, I wanna hear it from you.
Just write me a letter, either one or two.
Coz I can’t wait to embrace, a love that’s new.

So if you’ve already decided, to go home early.
I guess its fine, though I already feel lonely.
I think you have to rest, so smile and be happy.
But before you go, hear my request and kiss me.

Good Night - pSyChO!

For attending our last class, you made me really happy.
Seeing you in front, I’m inspired as I used to be.
So I want to say thanks, for being there for me.
Though without speaking, you made my dreams a reality.

After our class, I wanted to say goodbye.
But then I didn’t have the chance, even to see you smile.
I thought you’ll gonna kiss me, it would be nice if you try.
Coz if you did, maybe, I’ll just faint and die.

Bored and tired, as I traveled on a bus.
Wanting to get home, as minutes and hours pass.
And when I did, I immediately ate then brushed.
Got my paper and pen, writing a poem that is quite rushed.

It would be hard to sleep, unless this poem is done.
Coz I always give my best, when I love someone.
But I also need to rest, coz my energy is gone.
Just don’t forget who loves you, a guy named “van.”

Preliminary - pSyChO!

I woke up late, in our shop I was tardy.
But after I saw you, I was motivated to study.
We’re having a test today, I’m not sure if I’m ready.
But I’ll try to do my best, coz you always inspire me.

It’s been a long time, still I can’t talk to you in person.
I don’t know why, I doubt if I have the reason.
But I need to talk to you, there won’t be any exception.
To love you with all my heart, I know it’s my obligation.

Sometimes I greet you good morning, but you just keep silent.
And when I greet you goodbye, you reply with no comment.
I’m not sure if you’re shy, it would be better if you weren’t
I’ve been with you in my dreams, but in reality I haven’t.

And as our last subject comes to an end.
I’ll write you another letter, and I hope I can send.
A message from my heart, where all my emotions blend.
Please give me an answer, I want you more than a friend.

Farewell - pSyChO!

The letter you gave me was not what I expected.
My heart was crushed, after what you’ve said.
Stopping my tears, and understanding what I’ve read.
I killed my emotions, so now they’re dead.

I am sure, that I don’t regret anything.
I know you should follow, as you’ve promised something.
I have to accept, that my love life is boring.
But I need to be happy, coz I see you laughing.

Maybe I don’t deserve to be loved by you.
I guess that’s my fate, so I’ll accept it too.
I loved you for real, that’s my point of view.
But I have to stop now, as I realize what’s true.

I dreamt that we’ll have a happy ending.
But then I was wrong, to keep on waiting.
You have to be free, so I’ll stop asking.
Goodbye my love, this is my last time of writing.